re assessment of work done under our hands over the pass year...

what is going on..

lost is the theme of the session once again.

perhaps fear of failure had struck into my heart once more and seems to cripple whatever progress i may be doing and heading..

who cares?

nobody cares..

what matters?
nothing much matters

we are just but a passing wind.. stick around today.. pesky in design maybe... gone tomorrow

the feeling of stickening lingers...

how is it we can move out of our present mental circumstances.

once again i resort to writing .. purging out the poisons from my mental state..

will it work?

will it ne sufficient? i have no idea anymore... where do i go? i dun know... where shall i proceed i have no idea.. will i gain or loss.. i no longer have a sense..

I am just tired... tired of uncertainty.. tired of being tired..

how shall i trust.. how shall i move... how shall i believe...?